Tuesday, December 19, 2006

hot brown sugah opens her trap yet again

i can smell bedok already

but i don't wanna leave just yet.

i already miss my room (dad took over since he came).

i haven't had enough of living by my own but then again, i don't wanna leave off dad's moolah. he needs it for his own retirement.

i need to start working ASAP but i'm not done with studying yet. and! i owe heaps of money (thanx to the three years here) to the dad, also.

i don't wanna know how long more i have but its too short to not know (besides the reminders of how many more days i have left. yes, DAYS. not even months!)

i counted down the weeks i've left here earlier this year but i've stopped. now, i can't escape from it even if i don't look at the calendar.

i sound depressed but i really am not. i'm just mellow.....


oh well.... not anyone can spend their new year's day in two countries, rite?
i'll be saying 'so long' to sydney and 'hi again' to bedok soon... too soon.

something tells me i'll be back. maybe not for studies (hopefully it IS for studies again -AMIN!-) but i'm sure i'll be back. sooner or later.

+ > the glamour babe posted at 2:40 PM < +